Chapter 71

Cassie

"Julian?" I whispered again. My voice ragged. I was sure it was him but I couldn't be one hundred percent sure because I'd been dreaming of him. A nice calming dream where we were happy. All four of us because he had taken on the twins as his own.

I didn't know when the dream had shifted but suddenly I was awake or at least I thought I was and I was lying in his arms and staring up into his gentle eyes.

They were so gentle. So like the Julian in my dreams that I surged upwards. Smashing my lips against his.

I didn't know what made me do it. All I knew was that I wanted to kiss him more than anything. Somehow it felt important.

After a second , his mouth moved under mine. Opening so he could tease at my bottom lip. Julian's hands moved me further up the bed so I was half over him.

"Cassie." Sliding his hand under my tangled hair he deepened the kiss further. And each one of our mingled breaths felt like a soul connection. Never before in my life had I been kissed like this or felt a need like this.

I wanted more although want didn't quite cover it. I needed more. And so did he. I could feel it in the way his other hand trembled as it traced up my spine.

Passion overtook me. Not lust. This felt different to the other times we had been together. Making love to Julian had always been a battle of wills where I ended up surrendering but this was different.

"Ohh." I moaned as his tongue lapped against mine. Sending shockwaves through my body.

I rolled on top of him. My legs straddling his narrow hips and plunged my tongue into his mouth. My hair falling like a matted waterfall on either side of my face to hide us from view. Not that anyone was out there watching us.

We were alone. Alone in our own little bubble of pure pleasure and kissing him was a pleasure I hadn't realised existed.

It was so much - more.

It reminded me of the night I had been married. The passion was out of this world.

Julian's hand settled on my hips and squeezed. All my thoughts scattered as he continued to curl his fingers into the flesh of my hips.

My pussy throbbed in time with his hands. Greedy to be filled by him.

Ripping my mouth from his, I straightened. My fingers trembling as I caught the hem of the overgrown tee i was wearing and dragged it over my body. Throwing it away into the darkness to lay forgetten somewhere in the room.

Flat on his back Julian's eyes widened and then blazed into life. He took me in slowly. Letting those almost wolf eyes travel down over my now naked body. They swept back up, lingering on my breasts before meeting my eyes again.

His lips parted and a sigh escaped them.

"Touch me."

For a second he looked confused and then he reached for me. His two massive hands covering my tits and squeezing. Instantly my back arched, my long hair falling down between my shoulder blades.

Why did his hands on me feel so right? I hated him with every fibre of my being and yet being touched by him felt like heaven on earth.

Keeping my back arched I began to rock against the hard like of his cock. It was safely confined in his tight boxers and I hated that. I wanted to feel it slide between my wet lips before I sank down on to it.

"Don't." He groaned as I rocked harder, palming my tits Julian reached up and captured my lips with his again.

All thoughts evaporated as we kissed. There was nothing but me and him and the building pleasure. "Don't stop." He groaned against my lips.

I smiled against his mouth before another moan ripped from me. I hadn't planned on stopping. In fact I planned on taking this further.

Because as nice as this was, I needed more and so did he.

One nip on my bottom lip and his mouth moved across my jaw and tickled down my throat. Squeezing my breasts together he lathered kisses all over them.

His thumbs brushed against my nipples over and over again in agonising circles.

"I want to taste you." He said and then bit down on the swell of my breast hard enough to hurt but not hard enough to draw blood. "Can I taste you?"

Goddess I wanted that.

But I didn't want to stop sliding against his cock either. It felt so good.

Not waiting for me to answer he hooked me around the waist and lifted me higher up his body. His mouth closed around one straining nipple and sucked hard.

Stars burst into life behind my closed eyes and I moaned loudly. A wanton needy sound that mingled with his groan of need and made my pussy weep.

"Grind that pussy against me Cassie."

I flexed my hips.

"Mmmm." Moving his mouth to my other nipple he licked it into an ever harder point. Swirling the tip of his tongue around and around it. "Let me taste you." He growled again, closing his mouth over it and again biting down.

"Grind that leaking pussy against me Cassie." He came off of my breast with a wet pop. "Grind it against my face and let me taste you."

I paused. Unsure if I had heard him right. It wasn't that I was inexperienced because I wasn't. But doing what Julian asked was different. It was intimate. And it would put me in charge of him.

"I need you to ride my face Cassie." Julian groaned again and there was so much need in his voice that I almost cum on the spot.

"I need to taste you and have you all over my face." His eyes met mine. "I need you."