Chapter 19

Hearing her words just kept ringing in my ears, I've never felt so alive, she's chosen me and she loves me. I wasnt going to question everything on her past tonight so we managed to push everything aside for the rest of the night, just enjoyed eachother company. "It's starting to get chilly do you want a blanket?" She nodded shyly, then snuggled into me , while looking up at the stars, just holding Amelia made everything fade away my troubles, my insecurities, the whole world faded.

She laid upon me just watching the night sky, running her fingers up and down my arm, I'm trying to work out if I should kiss her, if so whens the right time I've never done this before feeling my inexperience giving me a sick feeling but I need to feel her lips on mine, plus it would be a first for both of us I want it to be perfect. I almost forgot I got her a necklace of a wolf with gems for eyes one ice blue the other golden, to match our eyes, all specially made but our jeweler. "Amelia my final surprise for you" holding out the box in my hand "I got you a little gift. I hope you like it" She opens it up and I can see her face is surprised, but I can't tell if she's happy or she hates it. "Lucas this is beautiful but you didn't have to you've already done so much for me" "you're my mate I will do nothing but the best for you beautiful" "here can you put it on for me" I place it on gently brushing her soft skin. I notice her eyes twinkle and the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end at my touch, I'll never get tired of this, she'll be treated like the goddess she is. She turns to lean on her hip and whispers "thank you" I lean down to and place my lips on hers, her soft plump lips, they feel incredible, far better than I imagined. I feel the intense burning inside as I deepen the kiss slowly passing my tongue into her mouth, I can barely catch a breath in, I knew it would be intense just didn't expect this, my member growing hard, she's struggling to stay up, I bring her closer into my embrace and holding her in place not ready to let go with the intensity we were creating. Damon screaming "Mate, we need to mate," I push him back she's not ready. In my next breath I can smell her arousal my goddess she's so inviting, my member now rock hard pressing against her thigh, she shifts a little to get herself in a better position without breaking from our kiss, I feel my body on fire, I want her and I want her now, letting out a growl of pleasure as it soars through us, she's aching for me too. I slow myself down I can feel her panting for more her body aching for me, urging me to take her now, I can't not yet, it's just too fast we need to take things a little slower as much as I'd love you feel her tight flower dripping over me I can't we have to savour our moment, I'll know when the time is right. I pull away from her lips and plant her in my neck both trying to catch our breaths from the intense make out session that had just occurred. "Goddess I love you Amelia"

I feel her breathing slowly getting calmer and before I can hear a cute little snore coming from her with her sleeping away on me I gently get us off the floor holding her bridal style while she sleeps in my arms, I head back to the truck, she flickers her eyes and tries to wake herself, "it's okay Amelia we're back at the truck I'll take you home now you rest" she gently closes her eyes again after placing her in the truck.

We get back at the club after a short drive, I gently wake Amelia, "Come on beautiful your home let's get you inside" Her eyes open a touch enough for me to acknowledge she's understood what I said. I carry her to the doors bridal style she hands me keys to unlock the door, indicating she didn't want me to leave her down just yet. I get her into her apartment, small little studio apartment, looks lovely, lots of creams and browns giving it a bright airy feel, I laid her on her bed and tucked her in, "Amelia, you get some rest I'll see you tomorrow I'll leave my number on the table so you can ring or text whenever you want to chat, I love you beautiful" I plant a kiss on her head and exit her apartment.

The whole drive home I felt empty, like I'm missing something, but of course I was Amelia is missing. I can't wait to have her on my arm everywhere, I wanted her sleeping in my bed every night. My chest aching for her, Damon whimpering in my head only making me feel worse for leaving her. I couldn't have her at the pack while I tell my father or put her in that situation for that matter, I needed to get everything under control first. These thoughts are not giving me much hope of sleep, if she were here I'd probably be asleep in no time. Thoughts of our kiss invading my memory how sweet she tasted, how eager we both were to mate, I felt my member growing, at my own thoughts, how she kept me wanting more, I hope these feelings never go, she ignited me like a candle to a flame, did she feel it the same way? I do hope so, I've always been told it would be like electricity running through my veins instead I felt like I was burning, not hurting me at all but heat soaring through my body, I keep hearing her pant repeatedly, her need for me, my need for her growing in more ways than one. My one and only love.