Chapter 37

**Logan**

I walked towards her grandfather and sat where she had sat. Her grandfather gave me a weird look and then sighs and then looked at me once more "I'm guessing she went out last night," he states.

"How did you know?"

"I can smell the alcohol on her," he paused "and judging by your blood shot eyes you stayed up all night,"

"Not all night I just wanted to make sure she was ok because she had taken something," I explained.

He sighs once more "Maybe she should have more than one session with the psychologist and also the nurse asked me about some nutrient fattening drinks," he states. "I've ordered some and they should come sometime this week, she has to have one three times a day, one with every meal and she should put the weight back on," he explained.

"Well that's a good thing," I state.

"Yeah it is, I need to go," he said, getting up and straightening his coat. "I'll call later and tell you more about things," he explained. I nodded and escorted him out. Once I shut the front door I let out the breath I was holding while he was here. Then I felt some arms go round my waist and move up and down my chest.

"What's wrong honey bunny?" Carl asked. I quickly cringed away from him and turned round holding my fist up ready.

"I will hurt you one day," I snapped.

"It was just a hug," he said innocently.

I groaned and started to walk up the stairs "You just don't understand that sometimes you just go too fucking far," I snapped and walked to my bedroom. I opened my door to see Megan sat on my bed plaiting her hair. She had gotten changed out of the clothes she was wearing last night.

"Has he tried it on with you again?" she asked and turned to look at me. I sigh and nodded and walked towards the bathroom while taking my top off. "We're not being very true to our word," she states. I walked out of the bathroom and stood in front of her.

"What do you think we should do?" I ask .

"I don't know," she said putting her head in her hands "it confuses me but I sort of like it because you make me feel better," I sigh at what she said and grabbed my desk chair and sat on it while looking at her. She stood up and looked down at me, "Maybe we should have some time apart," she suggested "maybe then we'll learn how to keep our hands off each other, because we do need to do that. I mean you're back at work next week which means you're going to start being a teacher again and a week after that I'm going to start being your student again," she explained.

"How do you feel when you're with me?" I asked as I looked up at her. She sighs and sits back onto the bed.

"I feel completely free, like nothing bad has ever happened to me," she paused and a small smile crept across her face "and when you touch me it's like what my father used to do to me never happened because I feel so comfortable with it," she explained.

"You mean when he raped you?" I asked and watched her flinch at the word 'rape' which meant she still hadn't come to terms with it. She nodded a little. I sigh "Megan you have to come to terms with what he," she cut me off.

"I don't want to talk about that? Please can you for once not bring it all up when we are talking?" she asks as she stood up again

"I'm sorry, I just think you should talk about it sometimes," I state. "But I will refrain from bringing it up all the time, we will talk about it when you want to talk about it," I explained. "I don't think we should have some time apart because it's obvious it won't work," I said and reached for her hand and pulled her on top of me. She looked at me and smiled as I held both of her hands. I sigh and look down. "I really can't believe I'm going to ask you this, but will you go out with me?"

**Megan**

I sat on his lap registering what he had just asked me trying to understand why he was asking me that. "Logan what you're asking will ruin your career and not to mention your life if we ever got caught,"

"That's if," he states and moves his hands down my body to my hips. "The chances of us getting caught are slim because we live together," he states.

"It's not just that I'm not ready and you get stoned nearly every night and last night I took something I don't even know the name of because I didn't care what I was taking," I explained "it's just not rational for us to be together," I explained. He chuckled and cupped my face in hands and then kissed me.

He then pulled back, "It's a yes or no answer Megan. Will you go out with me?" he asks again.

I smiled and blushed and slowly nodded at him and pulled him into a kiss. He moved his arms round to my back and I moved my hands up his chest. I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip. I smirked and was determined to not give him entry as well, I wanted him to work for it after all now he was my boyfriend. He pulled back after a few more seconds and then kissed me again and this time taking me by surprise and bit my bottom lip.

My mouth opened for him and his tongue entered. His hands moved to my hair and he pushed me closer to him. I pulled back and moved my hands from his hair. I then climbed off him and leaned in and gave him a peck.

"Well I'm off to go get a shower," I said and went to walk out when he got up and grabbed me by my hand and pulled me into him.

"I'll have one with you," he said and kissed me while pushing me into the wall.

"Whoa there horny Harry, I actually need a wash," I state.

"Yeah so do I, I'll wash you and if you want you can wash me," he said with a smile and leaned in to kiss me again. I pulled away and felt him start to kiss my neck.

"Logan, go take a cold shower by yourself," I said, pushing him fully away and then pulled the door open and walked out of his room. I sigh and run my hand through my bangs.

"That's how I feel when I've been in his room," I hear Carl say. I giggled and walked to my room and he followed.

"You seem happy," he states as I sat down on my bed and reached for my phone. "Did you two do naughty things that I wasn't part of?" he asks while folding his arms.

"What do you mean by naughty things?" I ask . He smirked and walked over to me sitting on my bed and crossing his legs.

"You know exactly what I am on about," he paused and then pulled at the hair band that held my hair in a plait and started to unravel my plait. "Now explain," he practically ordered. I shook my head and smiled while looking through my phone.

"He asked me out," I stated and then got a message from Brendan. "And I said yes,"

"Right, am I the only one that sees the error in this soon to be disastrous relationship? He's a teacher and you're his student, this cannot work," he states.

"That's what I said, but he wouldn't take that as an excuse and said something about we'd only get caught if we told people that would out us. Plus something about it's easier for us because we live together," I explained. He tilted his head a little as if thinking of the logic to what Logan had said. "Now leave while I get a shower," I said looking at him. He sighed and got up and started to walk out of my room but stopped and turned "No you cannot join me," I snapped. He huffed and his bottom lip pouted out. I rolled my eyes and closed the door behind him and then got a shower.