Chapter 85

**Megan**

A few hours pass and I'm stood with Carl and Yasmin waiting for the others to get ready. I'm wearing a black ruffle dress that's belted and stops at the middle of my thighs. I look at Yasmin and she gives me a small smile.

"Are you sure I look ok?" I ask.

"Yes Megan," she groans. I look down.

"I'm going to try a different outfit," I said but she stops me by taking my hand.

"No you're not you've changed about five times and each time you looked amazing and you look amazing now so stop it.

"But,"

"No buts," Carl said looking at me "listen to her," he said sitting on the stairs.

"Are you sure you can't see the scars on my legs?" I ask.

"Megan we're going to be in the night club in the dark," Carl said and I look at him "No you can't see them not unless we really sit and stare at them," he says. I look down on myself.

"I really should change," I said and they both glare at me. I look down.

The dress covered the scars on my back unlike the other dresses but I wanted something to cover my legs. I'm wearing a bit of makeup to cover them and I'm wearing skin coloured sheer tights but I can still see them.

I know it's in my head that others can but it makes me feel uncomfortable. To top it off Logan hasn't spoken to me since earlier. When we sat at the table for dinner he didn't said anything to me, he didn't even look at me. I understand he's angry about it but I didn't expect him to give me the cold shoulder over it.

I hear the others start to come down the stairs. I look up to see everyone but Logan. I sigh and look at Carl.

"Go check on him," he said "and don't get changed," he orders. I nod and walk up the stairs past Melanie and to the room I'm staying in. I knock on the door and then slowly open the door to see Logan sat on the bed with his head in his hands. I walk towards him and sit next to him.

"Are you ok?" I ask. He looks at me and takes my hand in his.

"Yeah," he said, giving me a small smile and standing up. "You look beautiful," he said pulls me up to him. I smile a little and look down. "I'm sorry I've been a dick to you," he said, pulling me into a hug and kissing the top of my head.

"It's ok," I say.

"I mean for everything not just for today," he said and I look up at him.

"C'mon," I said and pull away. "I want to have a good night tonight," I say.

**Logan**

I love her so much and to know she hurts herself because of someone so insignificant it just angers me and upsets me all at the same time.

She pulls away from me and reaches for her drink. I watch her finish off her drink and then look at me. We're sat on a chair at a small table. She's on my lap with her arm around my neck.

"Are we going to a different club?" she asks me.

"Why? Are you bored of this one?" I ask. She nods and smiles as she kisses me again. I lift her up off my lap making her pull away.

"What's wrong?" she asks.

"I need the loo," I said and she smiles.

"Say that again," she said smiling.

"I need the loo," I said standing and she smiles. I roll my eyes at her and finish off my beer. I give her a quick kiss and walk down the stairs to the toilets.

"Shake three times and your playing with yourself," I hear a voice say. I look to see Carl stood smiling at me. "There's a hot chick out there I'm going to nail once I'm finished here," he said and I roll my eyes.

"I sometimes wonder if you stalk me and wait to corner me in a men's bathroom," I say.

"Well when you put it that way," he says. I wash my hands and smirk at him.

"I'll tell you what if you get me really drunk I'll do you," I say.

"Really," he pauses "wait I'd have to get you paralytic drunk and that will cost me loads," he says. I smile "So if I get you so drunk that you pass out we can do it," I nod and his face lights up. "Really that is like the best news ever, but you better remember this conversation sunny boy," he said pointing his finger at me.

"I will," I said and walk out to see Megan stood leaning against a wall looking at her phone. I turn and look at Carl.

"Isn't she hot I'm going to be ramming those back doors in later," he says. I glare at him and he raises an eyebrow "That blonde is still out there isn't she," he says.

"Good save," I said and he gives me a cheeky grin as he starts to have a pee. I look back at Megan to see her look at me and moves her arms around my neck and kiss me. My eyes widen a little and I push her away a little. "I think you've had a lot to drink," I say. She smiles and leans in to me again. I smile and move away.

"I haven't, I just like kissing you," she said and I smile.

"Well we're going to another club now," I said and Carl walks out of the bathroom. He looks at us and smiles. "Can you get everyone outside we'll be up in a minute we're off to another club," I explain.

"Which one?" he asks.

"o2 academy if you want," I said and he sighs a little.

"I'll think of a place, Halo has cheaper drinks which means I don't have to spend as much to get inside you," he said and I tilt my head back and nock it against the wall.he said it so carelessly as if it was a natural thing to said to someone.

"We'll see," I said and he walks off up the stairs.

**Megan**

Logan pulls me into the men's and into a cubicle. I look at him and then around.

"Logan why have you-" he cuts me off and kisses me. I smile and wrap my arms around his neck. His tongue licks my bottom lip. I smile as I don't let him in. He sucks my bottom lip and moves away from me and kisses my jaw line. I pull back and let him kiss me the way he wants to.

I moan into the kiss as his hands move up and down my body. He pulls back from me and kisses my neck. His kisses are always so different but each one does the same to me. They make me want him a little bit more each time, I just wish I didn't have a fear of him.

I move my hands through his hair, even with the product in it, it is still so soft. I bite my bottom lip as he gently squeezes and massages my breasts, his lips still softly touching my neck, he nips my skin every few kisses.

He starts to leave a trail of hot kisses up my neck and jawline to my lips. He nibbles on my lips and the starts to kiss me passionately and I can feel this kiss becoming more as I feel one of his hands moves to the back of my neck and slowly start to unzip my dress. I smile into the kiss causing him to stop unzipping my dress and pull back. He kisses my cheek, I smile at him and move my hand to my lips.

"I think you need to shave, you must have missed this part," I said moving a my hand to his lips and stroking the top of his lips with my index finger and I can feel a bit of stubble. He smiles at my action and gives me an Eskimo kiss. His lips skim mine and he kisses me again. I hear the toilet door open and I pull away. Logan moves his hands to my waist and presses my body to his.

"Oi horny messes come on we're all waiting," I hear Carl said out loud. I laugh a little and watch Logan put the toilet seat down and then sit on the basin. He takes my hand and I stand on the toilets lid and sit on his

knee. He moves his hand up my back and zips my dress back up.

"Shh," Logan said putting a finger to his lips. I smile and kiss him on the cheek and down to his neck.

"I know you're not in the girls because that's full of skimpy dressed women this one isn't now come out," he orders and we hear him open each cubical door. I get up and step down. I take Logan's hand and pull him up.

I unlock the cubicle door and pull him out with me to see a very angry Carl. "What is the meaning of this?" he asks tapping his foot.

"Logan he did it not me," I say.

"I'm sorry," Logan said looking down.

"Jeez you're like two teenagers," he said walking out and holding the door open with his foot.

"I am a teenager," I said and he shakes his head. I laugh and walk with Logan and him up the stairs and out of the club.