Chapter 64

**Logan**

I watch Carl leave and slowly move my head into my hands. He was right I had never cheated on anyone and the thought of ever having another woman never came into my mind when I was with Stephanie not once and it hasn't with Megan.

"Megan, please just said something, I'm so sorry, I never meant for any of this to happen, I was just so angry at the fact you didn't trust me and I thought to myself last night how can we be together if you don't trust me," I explain "I care about you so much Megan that I can't even understand why I've done what I've done," I sigh when I get no reply and then the bedroom door opens. I look to see Carl I sigh and look away from him.

"She wants you to leave," he said and I frown. He holds out his phone and I stand while taking it. I look down at it to see a text message from Megan asking him to tell me to leave.

"Ok," I said and hand him his phone, "I'll wait outside," I said and walk out shutting the door. It was obvious now what her decision was with our relationship and I couldn't blame her. She most likely heard mine and Carl's argument which probably just pushed her decision more. I sigh and lean against the wall, this was probably the most scared I have ever been in my life.

**Megan**

"Megan he's gone," I hear Carl say. I sigh in relief and stand while wiping my cheeks. I then slowly unlock the door and open it to see Carl stood waiting for me. "Come here," he said holding his arms out. I walk over to him and let him wrap his arms around me.

"I don't know what to do," I cry. He rubs my back and holds me tightly to him.

"To be honest Megan I don't think you should make a decision straight away, think about it for a few days," he said and I slowly pull back. "I can tell he's sorry though,"

"But he's never done that to anyone else, which asks the question why cheat on me?" I ask.

"I know," he said and sits on my bed. I sit next to him.

"There's obvious someone up there who really doesn't like me," I said quietly. He laughs "Maybe it's because I haven't slept with him yet and he was sexually frustrated,"

"Don't be stupid," Carl says.

"Well I can't really think of any other reason," I said and move my head into my hands.

"Well if this is any help when he gets drunk or mixes his drinks he gets very horny, I've lost count on how many chances I've had to get him into bed because of it," he explains.

"Yeah so basically if I don't want him to cheat on me again I have to be around him every time he gets drunk or mixes his drinks," I state.

"No well...I don't know it would depend if the person he's around instigates," he states "for all you know the girl made a pass at him first,"

"Carl," I said and look at him "so you're saying it's ok for him to cheat if the girl threw herself at him first?" I ask. He sighs and shakes his head. "Thank you, you're really not helping by the way," I say.

"I know I'm sorry,"

"I'm going to sleep because I really don't want to see him or even think about him," I said climbing into bed.

"Ok, I'll tell him," Carl said and walks out of my room.

I stand outside her door, Carl had told me she wanted some sleep. It was now nearly midnight and I just wanted to talk to her. She was most likely going to be awake because she can't always sleep which in a way works to my advantage right now.

Opening her door I come face to face with an empty bed. I sigh and look at Carl.

"She's not in here,"

"Yeah I heard her sneak out a while ago,"

"And you didn't tell me because?" I ask.

"Because it would have caused you to go get her and caused another argument with her, she obviously needs physical as well as mental space from you at the moment," he said folding his arms and leaning against the wall.

"Where do you think she' gone?"

"To Melanie's," he said "she has two people there who she can talk to about this and she'll most likely talk to both,"

"Great," I said and sit on her bed. He looks at me and I move my head into my hands. This could mean that she may not ever talk to me about this because let's face it Brendan could just tell her to not ever go near me.

"It's your own fault you know," he says. I sigh and look at him.

"So when did you start to have feelings for her?" I ask.

"To said I kissed her way before you did I'd said before" you did," he says. I look at him "Plus she slept in my bed before yours and I've seen her half naked," he said with a small smirk on his face which just makes me want to rip his face right off. "Sorry," he said and looks down obviously seeing how angry that made me, "look I didn't have the feelings you have for her until a few week ago, so I'm going to keep my distance ok. I'm not going to start chatting up your girl right in front of you or behind your back but mess up with her again and well don't think I'm just going to sit and watch, if I see a chance I'll take it," he said to me and I expected nothing more for him to say. I wasn't going to stop being his friends because of his feelings. As they said you have no control over who you fall in love with.

"Ok," is all I said to him, because I won't be letting him get a chance that is if she gives me another chance? "Shall I call her?" I ask him.

"No give her space, she'll most likely be back tomorrow," he said "just get some sleep and think about everything in the morning," he says. I nod and lay down.

"What a douche," Melanie said as she looks at me. Brendan sighs and looks at me too "You're not going to forgive him are you?" Melanie asks. I shrug at her question and look down "You can't he didn't just kiss some random girl he slept with her too,"

"I know, but he is sorry I can tell and well it didn't mean anything," I said and she sighs in frustration at me.

"She doesn't have to choose what she's going to do right this second Mel," Brendan said looking at her. I smile a little and move my hands through my hair I had told them both everything which led to Melanie's anger towards Logan. Brendan on the other hand seemed to be thinking it through and staying calm.

"Fine," Melanie said and looks away "we could go to a party," she said suddenly. I look at her "Cade's having a party he was suppose to meet up with me but he rememberedhe said yes to having the dorm party or something sohe said I could come if I wanted," she explains.

"Cool," I said and look at her "when is it?" I ask

"It starts at seven," she says.

"Ok," I then look at Brendan to see him looking like he was in his own world. "Bren, Bren," I said moving my hand in front of his face.

"Sorry, I was thinking, I think," he said frowning. I smile and look away from him he was most likely in his own world. He has these moments where he just stares into space it's a lot o the time actually it's quite worrying.

"Can Brendan come so I'm not on my own when you go off with Cade?" I ask. She nods and rolls her eyes as she stands and walks off into her bathroom. "She's annoyed at me," I said to Brendan. She had become super defensive of me and I loved it but also hated it.

"Yes she is but it's only because she cares," he said and I sigh and watch him stand "you want to come and play on the Xbox with me?" he asks.

"Might as well," I said and follow him out of Melanie's room to his room.