Chapter 70

**Logan**

Walking out of Megan's bathroom in my towel I see her back from downstairs and sat on her bed. She gives me a small smile as I sit on her bed and lay back moving my hand over my eyes. I feel her move and then her head on my chest.

"The food smells nice." I say

"Yeah I added some more sauce and turned the chicken over and turned it up a little," she said and I look at her and as I do she looks at me and smiles.

"I've got a cabin in Alaska, so we can go there if you like," I said moving my hand through her hair.

"Hmm isn't it cold there like all the time," she said and smiles.

"No but at this time of year it is," I pause "but if you think about it no one we know will be there so we could do this more," I said moving my hand into hers and moving my fingers between hers.

"Yeah, that's true," she said "in public too," she smiles and moves on top of me.

"I can pay for all of our flights too so no need to worry about that, I think things like this are like the good points of been a millionaire,"

"I really don't understand why you teach if you have that much money," she said looking down at me.

"Well I wanted to teach and I enjoy it and I don't want to live off of the money my parents earned, it's only there for things like this," I said and sit up.

"So who's going to come with us?" she asks.

"Well Carl obviously he's like a child I can't leave him on his own for two weeks he'll feel left out," I said and she smiles "I was thinking of asking Melanie, Yasmin, Julie and Scott and probably Brendan depending on how I see him today," I said and she leans in and gives me a kiss.

"Melanie may want her boyfriend to come," she said and I smile a little.

"I hope she doesn't not at her age,"

"Ew Logan really," she said looking away from me and I smirk and as I do she lets out a small chuckle "you can be so dirty minded sometimes," she said and moves her hands around my neck.

"Ok her boyfriend can come too but they are not sharing bedrooms,"

"How many bedroom's is there for all of us to be sleeping?" she asks.

"Six, someone will have to share and of course we'd be sharing," I said and she looks down and nods "do you not want to share with me?" I ask confused, she shrugs and I frown at her she really did not know if she wanted to share with me.

"It's just Melanie was really adamant on me breaking up with you and I just don't know if it'll be a good idea," she said and climbs off me.

"I'm off to get changed," I said and stand. It was my fault and I know that but it doesn't mean I can't feel a little hurt about it. I know it was just sharing a bed but it's the only time I get to hold her. I walk into my bedroom and shut my door, but I couldn't blame her I wouldn't want to share a bed with someone who had cheated on me. I should just be thankful enough that she has forgiven me. And I am.

**Megan**

Logan moves his arms around me as I plate up the food. Melanie, Yasmin, Julie, Carl and Scott are in the living room. Melanie had told me that Brendan had a few things to take care of and then he would be here. I'm proud of Logan for inviting him and he seemed ok when Melanie mentioned Brendan, which is rare because when I mention him he goes all cold and distant.

"Do you want me to do anything?" Logan asks as he rests his head on my shoulder.

"No I'm ok, you've done your part," I said and feel him kiss my neck. I move the salad and turn to look at him. "I'm sorry about earlier," I said and he frowns as I look into his blue eyes.

"Oh, don't worry about it, I understand honestly," he said and moves his hands to cup my face. I smile and play with the bottom of his top.

"We should join them," I said and he nods while pressing his forehead to mine and skims his nose against mine.

My eyes divert to his lips and for the first time in a while I'm craving him and wanting him to kiss me. I bite my bottom lip as he moves his hands down around my waist and pull me close to him. The feeling of his breath on my face sent a tingle down my spine and a smile crease on my face loving how close he is to me. I tilt my head and our lips meet.

His lips softly move against mine. I close my eyes and kiss him back. I feel him play with the ends of my hair as he licks my bottom lip. My mouth opens and his warm tongue caresses mine. We hadn't shared a kiss like this since I last stayed at Julie's. His grip tightens around me and I move my hands up around his neck and play with the hair at the nape of his neck and like always his hair is soft. I pull back and move onto my tip toes.

"I guess we can join them in a few minutes," I said causing him to smirk and kiss me.

I pull on the collar of his shirt as I our kiss deepens and becomes more passionate. My fingers run through his hair pulling on it a little. Logan lifts me up and places me on the counter. His hands move up my skirt and I pull him by his t-shirt closer to my body.

"Hey Megan," I hear Melanie said and I pull away from him and slide off the counter "sorry," she said looking at us. I gulp and wipe my mouth. She sighs and walks out of the kitchen. I am actually quite scared of Melanie just because her feelings matter to me and I don't ever want to lose her as a friend and if it meant me being with Logan would cause her not to be my friend anymore then I would not be with him. I just hoped it wouldn't come to that.

"She hates me,"

"Yes surprisingly more than she hated Tyler," I say.

"When you have a minute can we talk?" she asks from the outside the door.

"Yeah we can talk now," I said and move out of Logan's grasp. He grabs my hand and pulls me to him and kisses me. I giggle as he kisses me and move my hands to his head. "Finish what I'm doing," I snap and he smiles and nods.

"Ok," he said defeated and I turn and as I do he slaps my bum. I look at him to see him turned acting as if he didn't do anything.

"Pervert," I said and he turns I smile at him and stick my tongue out.

I walk out of the kitchen to see Melanie stood waiting for me. She gives me a small smile and then looks down.

"Can we go to your room?" she asks. I nod and we walk to my room. I sit on my bed and she sits opposite me. "I'm sorry," she said and I look down "I didn't mean what I say, I was just in a bad mood and I'm sorry I took it out on you,"

"It's fine," I said and look down "we haven't exactly been best friends for a while and I want us to be friends again," I said and she smiles. "And I know you're not in the best of moods with Logan but he's trying really hard," I said "I can see that and I'm sure you can,"

"Yes but I'm not just going to forgive him like you have. He really hurt you and don't you think you've been through enough crap?" she asks.

"Maybe I'm made to go through all this to get something good,"

"Yeah because getting raped by your father and then having your boyfriend cheat on you with some skank means you're going to get something good out of it," she sarcastically tells me. I feel myself slowly start to cry.

"Well what am I supposed to think? Because that is all I can see from all of this, do you think I'm not angry and hurt at what he did? Because I am I still am," I cry.

"Yeah cause it looked like that when he had his tongue down your throat a minute ago," she pauses and looks away from me "I don't think he's good enough for you and you can stay with him but don't expect me to be nice to him, he does one more thing to hurt you and I will make sure your relationship never works," she growls and I can't find myself to be angry at her because I know why she's saying it. She cares about me enough to do something that she knows will probably hurt me but be the best for me almost like a mother.

"Ok," I said "will you tell them I'll be down in a few minutes," I said and wipe my eyes. She nods and climbs off my bed. She walks towards me and hugs me and then walks out of my room. I sit at the edge of my bed and run my hands through my hair and as I do my bedroom door opens again. I look to see Logan stood there.